Lazy Hazy Days

Today was exactly what a Sunday should be. Woke up at the shameless hour of 11:30. Ate lunch and slept again. Woke up at 5 feeling faintly euphoric. It's rather sad really....it seems like days like this come my way so rarely. And when they do, I get to enjoy them for precisely as long as my brain remains static. As soon as I start thinking about why I'm not thinking, I start thinking about what I should be thinking and guilt sets in. Which triggers my most fundamental reflex which is to make my self stop thinking....which makes me think some more. And the upshot of this confusing mess of neurological synapses shooting around my head is a level 10 headache.......and that's the end of my perfect day.

Siiigh....but let's save that for later. Right now, my stomach is full and I am well-rested. My thought processes follow no logical pattern as they meander through my brain at an improbability level of 58769357384930 to 1 and falling. It all feels like a John Mayer song.....calm, mellow, never faster than a butterfly, always erratic.

Wow..I'm almost in a zen state of mind. Feeling nothing but bliss. Huuummmmm....huuummmm....breathe in.....breathe oouuuuttt....slowly...now childrens, we will be doing the shavasana.

Ok, ending on a spiritual note, this is another great song by Gavin Degraw called Chariot.


Chariot

Staring at a maple leaf
Leaning on the mother tree
I said to myself we all lost touch
Your favorite fruit is chocolate covered cherries
And seedless watermelon oh…
Nothing from the ground is good enough
Body rise
Look whats over me

[Chorus:]
Oh chariot your golden waves
are walking down upon this face
Oh chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your:
Strength

Remember seeing moons rebirth
Rains made mirrors of the earth
The sun was just yellow energy
There is a living promise land
Even over fields of sand
Seasons fill my mind and
Cover me…Bringing back
more than a memory

[Chorus]
Oh chariot your golden waves
are walking down upon this face
Oh chariot I'm singing out loud
to guide me

Give me your strength…
You'll be my vacation away from this place
you know what I want
Holding that cup,It's pouring over the sides…
Make me wanna spread my arms and fly

[Chorus]
Oh chariot your golden waves
are walking down upon this face
Oh chariot I'm singing out loud
To guide me
Give me your strength